I seem to have sunk into the deepest pacific ocean and lost my heart and soul there.
Seriously, I don't know i am doing anymore.
Nothing seems right.

I am a perfectionist.
I gave it my all, but it gets so frustrating when i don't get this balance back.

So annoyed, so weary.
I find it so hard to communicate.
It seems like i'm the only one going through all this by myself.
Where is the effort?
Where is the drive?
I don't see it at all.
It's so tiring going through all this by myself.

I do not wish to hurt, and yet i am the one being hurt.


So many complications and so many to worry.
I wish i don't have to be so paranoid.
But i am paranoid.
How can i stop worrying in this state?


Please, i surrender.
Give me back my soul, give me back my piece of right mind.



No one can ever understand me. NO ONE.
Get lost.

My favourite instant noodle!

I never fail to hunt for some food to eat on a Sunday afternoon.

I don't know why, i'm so addicted to eating Korean food everytime i have my dinner at the food court. It's like the only food that triggers my tastebud!

Anyway, some songs to share! Lovely!

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