HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to SABRINA and RAZIA :D

You girls the only ones sharing the same birthday!
Hope you have a fun filled birthday !

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Anyway, school has been usual.
Stucked with lots of tests and tests almost every week.
Utterly crestfallen with OS quiz results. I wished i could have done better.

Imagine Cup 2009. This will be a wonderful experience for me joining my first big competition for NYP, SIT. I really hope to do proud for the school!

Out for the BTT trial test today @ SSDC. Totally awful experience. I'm just so stupid. Really really stupid.

After that rotted in school for a while before heading to Orchard with Isaac, Cheryl and Guihao in Lianxin's car after Lianxin dropped Kaye home.

Yawns. Ate Vongole at Ambush Takashimaya. Shiok.

Tests coming next week AGAIN.

I can't stop thinking about it.

你依然是.............

Her father's left leg got amputated due to diabetes.
Her mother had a fell after she gave birth to her 2 months later.
Her mother then hurt her spine and became disabled.
Her mother could not move at all.
Her mother stayed and lied and carried out her activities in that bed for 9 years.
Her mother had phobia of walking.
Her mother is afraid of wheelchairs.

Because of that,
Their family's life got completely disrupted.

Her father had to resort to sell newspaper downstairs earning only $200-$300 a month.
Her mother just lie at her bed everyday waiting to be fed, cleaned and everything.

And the "Her" is only 9 years old.

She's the only child in the family and she has to support the whole family. She has to helped clean her mother bowels and cook meals for her everyday. She has to help clean up the house.


Omg, i watched the Channel 8's 8pm show - Life Transformers. I will try not to miss any episodes. It's super touching. I can't help but teared when i saw how brave this little girl was.

Christopher Lee and Quan Yi Feng asked the girl,
"Do you like toys?"
"Yes"
"Do you like teddy bears?"
"Yes"
"Where did you get your stationaries and clothes from?"
"Some are gifts from others...some are bought"
"Do you want to see your mom walk?"
"Yes"
"Do you want to bring your mom out?"
"Yes"
"Do you want to go out with your friends"
"No"
"Why?"
"因为我不敢想."

Omg, i can't help but teared when she answered this question. Even C Lee and QYF can't help but teared.

I was really deeply touched by how sensible she is. So sensible that it was so heart wrenching. 9 years old. She can't even lead her teenage life like us but all she has to do is to come home everyday after school and do her homework, helped her father selling newspapers and later cooked meals for the mom.

This show really triggered my thinking, my actions.

Many of us can't realize how fortunate are we to live in a home whereby everything is spoon fed.
家有一宝，如有一宝
Down-to-earth and being humble. That's it.

Saturday

15th November
HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY BABY MARINDA!

Went over for Baby's Marinda 1st birthday. She's finally so girly!


Friday

Had some nice kway chap with Glenn, Jackson, Ah Quan, Peiyu and Kialeng after BBall on Friday. Ultimate nice. And glenn the chauffeur fetched everyone home.

And omgzxzx i didn't sleep for the whole 24 hours.
Went mahjong at Wanxin's house and played from 11pm all the way till 8.10am. Madness. This 通宵 Mahjong killed me alive. I can't believe i can actually tahan this whole thing. Got home and slept all the way till 5.30pm. Whole saturday nearly gone. But it was a fun game that night :D

That night was damn funny, if you know me, i'm actually quite money-minded. And i like to talk crap or behave nonsensically during mahjong. So i will go, for example, "Wanxin, just give me $2 for fun la!", or "Adrian, $2 if you want my tiles." As Adrian is in the Civil Defence force, i asked him about how's life at civil defence. Then the friend of wanxin suddenly cracked a joke about me if i were in Civil Defence.

Imagine there was a fire and i need to save the people.
Then he said, " You want me to save you can, give me $2 laaaaaa!"
DAMN FUNNY! LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH like we've gotten mad cow disease.

Okay, back to work! A busy week coming. 3 tests in a week! Ohhhhhh my!

ITIPJ Presentation marked an end today. Quite glad from the compliments Mr Gary Lim gave to our powerpoint! Great job from my team members.

Sunday's movie was a scam but the authentic Rochor Tau Huay at Selegie is marvellously shiok.

School is as usual, very smooth-sailing, but a big tide is coming soon.
From the bombardment of projects and assignments, it definitely will be challeging, but i'm sure i can do it.

As usual, the usual LAN-ing with Wei Quan, Sac, Glenn, Jackson and Thomas and hearing all their crappings.
After LAN, had some supper at Adam Road and later drove to eat at my area, CCK! Soyabean Curd.
Loving the rides from Glenn back to home, Hiak hiak hiak!
Though i enjoy it, i will always feel paranoid for his petrol. :(

Damn damn damn it, i just hate this kind of feeling.

I totally hate this kind of emotions growing in me now.
My head is spinning.

It's always ME, ME and ME. Ever YOU? No.

Never will I want to encounter this anymore.

I'm so so so so so tired and sick of all this already.

School's normal.
Lots of project piling up SOON, assignments, presentations, practical subumissions.
Those never ending stuff.
But this semester it seems more hell.

Love the recent outings with classmates.
Caught 3 movies since school start already.
Butterfly Lovers, Blindness and The Coffin. And none of them is good. I mean none.
Love the CS cum LAN-ing session with classmates. HooOoOoo0!

I notice every semester our class have different activity to do.
Last sem was mahjong.
This sem is FACEBOOK. And everyone's ADDICTED TO IT!
Seriously it's like a drug already and everybody just logs in to Facebook whenever there's lab session.

Randoms.
I suddenly love Mobile Application Development practicals!
I think it's damn fun!

我好不容易慢慢建立起的自信心， 刹那之间， 好像都化为乌有.......

仿佛会到以前的我。

我, 还是什么都不是.......

Its all gone.