Inevitably I wake up and check the phone next to my head
I take a deep breath and for awhile try to recall what happened the night before
Then I take another deep breath

About what I had said
And if I made you uncomfortable
You, I held onto you, even though you said you hated me
I can only remember saying i miss you, and calling out the name that caused me pain

If only I could clean out my heart
Including every dust of memories with you
You’re like a severe addiction

Is my head broken?
Is my heart drunk?
Unsteadily I search and all I can find
Is my world where you used to live

I keep dialing your number to apologize about last night
But I keep hanging up out of fear that you will actually answer
I hesitate, but then I get the courage and wait, only a minute passes
But it feels like a year

Just want to say I’m sorry
To say I won’t ever do that again
You, on the other side of the phone
Whether you’re busy, or just ignoring me
You seem so far away

If only I could clean out my heart
Including every dust of memories with you
You’re like a severe addiction

Is my head broken?
Is my heart drunk?
Unsteadily I search and all I can find
Is my world where you used to live

Those sweet memories brutally
Spread through my body like poison, driving me crazy

If only I couldn’t remember
The day we met and I fell in love
Being like this again by myself is tiresome

My head only memorizes you
My chest only wants to hold you
My body won’t leave you for one second
What can I do… what can i do… what can i do…
What can I do?