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    I raise the [white] flag'
    Saturday, November 28, 2009 @1:45 AM



    I seem to have sunk into the deepest pacific ocean and lost my heart and soul there.
    Seriously, I don't know i am doing anymore.
    Nothing seems right.

    I am a perfectionist.
    I gave it my all, but it gets so frustrating when i don't get this balance back.

    So annoyed, so weary.
    I find it so hard to communicate.
    It seems like i'm the only one going through all this by myself.
    Where is the effort?
    Where is the drive?
    I don't see it at all.
    It's so tiring going through all this by myself.

    I do not wish to hurt, and yet i am the one being hurt.


    So many complications and so many to worry.
    I wish i don't have to be so paranoid.
    But i am paranoid.
    How can i stop worrying in this state?


    Please, i surrender.
    Give me back my soul, give me back my piece of right mind.

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    No one can ever understand me. NO ONE.
    Get lost.
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